Fantasies never to be...

Define yourself

"Although your acceptence will thrill me, it will not define me, for i am, always, my mother's daughter"

That was a quote from Spanglish, a movie i just finished watching in tuition (yes, i watch MOVIES in TUITION, jealous? XD) Anyway, that is the last sentence of Christina's personal statement. She's applying for a scholarship at a university, an illegal immigrant from mexico.

Well, it got me thinking and i was looking out for something to blog about XD.

So, defining oneself. I thought it would be easy, then i realised, i always tell myself 'be yourself, don't follow others or be likw others' but, who am i? I mean, i am me, but who is me then?

so, i shall try to define myself XD plus, make u read this pointless post and allow you to procastinate(?)

so, I'm forever a daddy's girl, that's for sure. no question. okay, making a list XD
(i know, i'm really really REALLY VERY bored and have nothing better to do)
Things about me:
1) Daddy's girl
2) Mummy's girl too~
3) Can't be bothered to confront
4) Ignores instead
5) But, when it comes to the people i care about....XD
6) I have a consience, but i'm not kind, well, i'm not kind all the time, at least.
7) I hate disappointment
8) I fear failure
9) On the whole, most primary school teachers should go to hell (not all)
10) actually, most teachers should go to hell, primary or not =/
11) I avoid those whom i don't really well, get along with
12) I hate cigarrette smokes. and I admit that if i first met a person and he smokes? well, first impression points goes below zero. if it's a she? worse.
13) Escapism. I escape into books. They are my life savers. I love books.
14) I need good grades to survive and remain sane. (that probably explains why i'm going insane)
15) I care alot about friends and family. ALOT.
16) Straightforward. too straightforward, if i should say so
17) Straightforward to the near breaking point of being insulting and rude (something i've been trying to change, of course. trust me, i was worse before)
18) I hate confrontations, but i don't fear them.
19) I may be sarcastic at times
20) maybe a lil pessimistic too (but hey, that's being practical, kay? fine, i know, pessimist here)
21) I hardly lose my temper, but, you would NEVER want to see me in my rages. ^^
22) I don't get annoyed very often either, but if i do, watch out.
23) the fact that i'm sane enough to study is driving me insane.
24) I tend to do ALOT for what i want. that means: good grades
25) I love music. CO rocks
26) I hate math and physics.
27) Ignorance is bliss

i can't think of any other...neither can i think of an umbrella term for it all =/

EPIC FAIL.

dang it.

well, at least i managed to waste your time (as well as mine)
*goes to cook and eat dinner*

Saturday, 15 November 2008
6:18 pm

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;

The hols~

so. hols started on 24th oct. had school still till last friday. STILL have CCA. not really complaining about CCA though. XD

I had FINALLY managed to read Brisingr. It rocked. basically, what the book did was to tie up most of the ends and loopholes and gets everything ready for the last book.

!!!SPOILERS!!!!

He got a new sword. AND i cried at the chapter of revelation: BROM IS ERAGON's FATHER that, first of all, is *shock* esp since everyone has registered that oh...eragon's morzan's son.....THEN

OMG it's BROM NOT MORZAN!!!!!!!!!!

yup, basically, that's what happened to me. then at the memory of Brom speaking to Eragon as his father and not an old story teller, a rush of emotions came. I really felt for Brom, the pain of wanting so much to tell Eragon and yet keeping it a secret? that is so painful >< A thousand hot knives slicing through you. Then eragon, he misses Brom enough already, now he finds out that Brom is his FATHER?!

that was one HUGE spoiler. another HUGE spoiler coming next.

XinYi totally spoiled that part for me. otherwise, if i weren't expecting it, i may have shed a few tears.

Oromis and Glaedr...

they

DIED

now, that, is enough to make anyone's heart break
okay

!!!!!!end of spoilers!!!!!!!!!

XD

i read all three books twice over during the past week. tomorrow, i plan to tidy up this:

before i go for CCA too, wonderful eh? i can't wait to feel so accomplished when i actually finish it. XD

~till next time.

*promises herself she'll update at least when she's in Beijing*

Wednesday, 12 November 2008
9:45 pm

LIVING.out.of.REALITY;