A world without....
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LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
Define yourself
"Although your acceptence will thrill me, it will not define me, for i am, always, my mother's daughter"
That was a quote from Spanglish, a movie i just finished watching in tuition (yes, i watch MOVIES in TUITION, jealous? XD) Anyway, that is the last sentence of Christina's personal statement. She's applying for a scholarship at a university, an illegal immigrant from mexico.
Well, it got me thinking and i was looking out for something to blog about XD.
So, defining oneself. I thought it would be easy, then i realised, i always tell myself 'be yourself, don't follow others or be likw others' but, who
am i? I mean, i am me, but who is me then?
so, i shall try to define myself XD plus, make u read this pointless post and allow you to procastinate(?)
so, I'm forever a daddy's girl, that's for sure. no question. okay, making a list XD
(i know, i'm really really REALLY VERY bored and have nothing better to do)
Things about me:
1) Daddy's girl
2) Mummy's girl too~
3) Can't be bothered to confront
4) Ignores instead
5) But, when it comes to the people i care about....XD
6) I have a consience, but i'm not kind, well, i'm not kind all the time, at least.
7) I hate disappointment
8) I fear failure
9) On the whole, most primary school teachers should go to hell (not all)
10) actually, most teachers should go to hell, primary or not =/
11) I avoid those whom i don't really well, get along with
12) I hate cigarrette smokes. and I admit that if i first met a person and he smokes? well, first impression points goes below zero. if it's a she? worse.
13) Escapism. I escape into books. They are my life savers. I love books.
14) I need good grades to survive and remain sane. (that probably explains why i'm going insane)
15) I care alot about friends and family. ALOT.
16) Straightforward. too straightforward, if i should say so
17) Straightforward to the near breaking point of being insulting and rude (something i've been trying to change, of course. trust me, i was worse before)
18) I hate confrontations, but i don't fear them.
19) I may be sarcastic at times
20) maybe a lil pessimistic too (but hey, that's being practical, kay? fine, i know, pessimist here)
21) I hardly lose my temper, but, you would NEVER want to see me in my rages. ^^
22) I don't get annoyed very often either, but if i do, watch out.
23) the fact that i'm sane enough to study is driving me insane.
24) I tend to do ALOT for what i want. that means: good grades
25) I love music. CO rocks
26) I hate math and physics.
27) Ignorance is bliss
i can't think of any other...neither can i think of an umbrella term for it all =/
EPIC FAIL.
dang it.
well, at least i managed to waste your time (as well as mine)
*goes to cook and eat dinner*
Saturday, 15 November 2008
6:18 pm
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
The hols~
so. hols started on 24th oct. had school still till last friday. STILL have CCA. not really complaining about CCA though. XD
I had FINALLY managed to read Brisingr. It rocked. basically, what the book did was to tie up most of the ends and loopholes and gets everything ready for the last book.
!!!SPOILERS!!!!
He got a new sword. AND i cried at the chapter of revelation: BROM IS ERAGON's
FATHER that, first of all, is *shock* esp since everyone has registered that oh...eragon's morzan's son.....THEN
OMG it's BROM NOT MORZAN!!!!!!!!!!
yup, basically, that's what happened to me. then at the memory of Brom speaking to Eragon as his father and not an old story teller, a rush of emotions came. I really felt for Brom, the pain of wanting so much to tell Eragon and yet keeping it a secret? that is so painful >< A thousand hot knives slicing through you. Then eragon, he misses Brom enough already, now he finds out that Brom is his FATHER?!
that was one HUGE spoiler. another HUGE spoiler coming next.
XinYi totally spoiled that part for me. otherwise, if i weren't expecting it, i may have shed a few tears.
Oromis and Glaedr...
they
DIEDnow, that, is enough to make anyone's heart break
okay
!!!!!!end of spoilers!!!!!!!!!
XD
i read all three books twice over during the past week. tomorrow, i plan to tidy up this:
before i go for CCA too, wonderful eh? i can't wait to feel so accomplished when i actually finish it. XD
~till next time.
*promises herself she'll update at least when she's in Beijing*
Wednesday, 12 November 2008
9:45 pm
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
no sense post
I was just thinking...why am i not so excited about tomorrow?
i was so looking forward to the end of the exams, yet now i look back and here i am, the exams almost over and yet...i just feel as though i know not what to do.
of course, i'm still happy that THE EXAMS ARE OVER
just that i haven't really planned properly what i'm going to do....the obvious thing to do is SLACK but...slack by doing WHAT?????
Unseen prose is tomorrow and i'm slacking now by typing this lol and there is this game luna introduced to me...and got me caught into it >.>
hmm perhaps i'll get out of this addiction...soon yes. SOON i hope. =/
anyhoos, A math etcetc is over blabla
i'm typing rubbish and i have no need to rant so far i'm just typing whatever comes into my mind now....^^; which is kinda...nothing...nada....-.-
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
umumumumumumumumumumuum
that pattern's kinda nice O.O ok i seem to be getting desperate on getting something to type about.
oh oh
I realised, that when i type, i use my left hand more than my right, and often, after typing endless notes (thus protecting what little soul left in my right hand) my left hand....gets achy D: it's pretty weird in a sense cuz i've never noticed it before..well i didn't notice it till after i had tped out chapters of geog and SS worth of notes...which took DAYS DAYS i tell you, yes that was how i found out
wait the alarm rang
brb lol to off the kettle and back
that was weird why did i type it..oh well, i'm typing whatever comes into my head so meh
nothing is running through my head
perhaps i should go lie on my bed
we often lie while we lie down
though our consience will frown
i'm bored and i know this poem sucks
but i have nothing to do so u're out of luck
cuz...u have read it XD
ok that was random...
it just came into my head? i'm going to make this post a longlong one by typing nonsensical stuff, however, thinking back, i have already filled this post WITH nonsensical stuff...
so to make sense out of no sense
i shalll stop typing and actually go to do my unseen prose....no not do, i'm too lazy for that. aha, i shall READ THROUGH it sounds nice READ THROUGH
yes
so i should stop typing shouldn't I
ok i'm still typing
i guess my hands don't wanna study?
still typing
ok
STOP
UNSEEN PROSE
go do
Monday, 6 October 2008
3:57 pm
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
I'm guilty of wasting time AND electricity, but don't care, i'm damn bored.
for now.
i only have A maths and chinese left and i'm ignoring them now =D
Just had this 'meeting' for the beijing immersion programme, turns out that there will be abt 22 girls, from nanhua, anglican, us st.nicks...nanyang also going but they aren't going at the same time as us i think....going off on 1st Dec and we'll be there for 42 days! for some reason, i'm mingled with excitement and kinda scared in a sense what will happen, what we will do etc. Well, i hope it'd be good fun PLUS my chinese will improve, it just HAS TO IMPROVE
ok i'm not as desperate as i sound....i mean, lessons in chinese??
anyhoos...i'm still bored
i'm typing with my left hand now cuz my right hand is still lifeless >< oh yes, my right hand...SS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! needed to say that hee :P
um A maths now =D
actually, it isn't a smiley face, it's zzzz
Friday, 3 October 2008
11:41 am
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
J'en ris...
hee, i'm just very very very BORED now.
yes
i'm laughing now. and to share with u why i'm laughing....i shall blog this. time to DE-STRESS EVERYONE!
Confusing Chinese NamesCaller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?
Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.
Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!
Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?
Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.
Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?
Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.
Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgen t matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this!
Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?
Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).
Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!!
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ALSO, this is hilarious ...
Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names:
Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin)
Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin)
Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin)
Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien)
Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien)
Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien)
Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin)
Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien)
Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin)
Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien)
Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin)
Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin)
Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin)
Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien)
Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese)
Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien)
Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien)
Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien)
Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese)
hahaha! =D
i laughed so much at this, even though i'm supposed to be doing ahem PHYSICS. C'est l'important ok physics time. ja ne.
P.S. J'en ris means I laugh in french...at least, i think so XD
P.P.S. My french sucks.
Tuesday, 30 September 2008
8:06 pm
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
Time is too precious
yes, time is precious, and i'm currently wasting it to write a poem XD
The clock is ticking
my heart is beating
Time is such a precious thing
Nothing like a summer fling
One moment theres too much of it
next you find you have none to fit
ticking ticking slipping slipping
time is like the pipe leaking
it never stops
there isn't a top
It never waits
i guess its fate
The time is ticking
My heart is beating
hey, i'm bored ok.
Sunday, 28 September 2008
3:08 pm
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
